Saturday, October 19, 2013

Extreme ways are back again
Extreme places I didn't know
I broke everything new again
Everything that I'd owned
I threw it out the windows; came along
Extreme ways I know will part the colors of my sea
Ah perfect coloring

Extreme ways that help me
They help me out late at night
Extreme places I had gone
That never seen any light
Dirty basements, dirty noise
Dirty places coming through
Extreme worlds alone
Did you ever like it then?
I would stand in line for this
There's always room in life for this

Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
Oh baby, oh baby
Like it always does, always does

Extreme sounds that told me
They held me down every night
I didn't have much to say
I didn't give up the light
I closed my eyes and closed myself
I closed my world and never opened up to anything
that could cut me at all

I had to close down everything
I had to close down my mind
Too many things could cut me
Too much could make me blind
I've seen so much in so many places
So many heartaches, so many faces
So many dirty things
You couldn't even believe

I would stand in line for this
There is always room in life for this

I sing this song for you

Thursday, October 17, 2013




Dear Carrie Voeks,


Everyday and every moment that I was apart of your life was a miracle for me. I finally knew what it was like to be apart of a family. After you left, I never felt so completely alone. Since the days have become years and that life is just a memory. I hold it dear to my heart and will never forget the love that I have and had for you. I think of you always sometimes with joy and sometimes with tears. I wonder how are you and and hope that you are happy. Please forgive me for the things that I have said and thoughts that were filled with frustration and anger. I can only thank God for the time that we had and the many joys and happiness we experienced together. I will always love you.

Sincerely,

Dan